Thursday, June 13, 2024

Supporting the Evolution of Consciousness...

... no wait.. the evolution of human consciousness... no wait.. our human awareness of universal consciousness...

Funny thing about being here to “raise human consciousness” is that it really is not an outward thing, it comes back to the inward process of raising my own consciousness… So while it could sound very savior-y for me to say I’m here to raise human consciousness I’m really not that vain… I am vain lol, but not  that vain… Really the task is internal.. it all starts within.. so of course the real task then becomes to raise my own consciousness lol.. which I’ve found has become, at the 3 and 4 D levels, an alchemical process of transmuting the energy of trauma into its higher vibrational state of wisdom in my own body… this is the process of healing or being whole, in doing so I’m clearing out my vessel to be one that is now able to access “higher” consciousness, which is again to simply have more awareness of that which is ALL consciousness...Universal Mind - out of which all is created… Through engaging with this process, I’ve come to realize (remember) that my 3/4D work related to my life’s purpose is to support the individual and collective transmutation of the energy of trauma, specifically intergenerational trauma… as above so below… This healing will thus allow us to engage in the healing of our collective trauma and therefore greater capacity to come online as a collective conscious! I think this is our next step in our human evolution. We operate as a collective subconsciously, but it’s time for us to wake up as a conscious collective body. This is our next major leap in our ascension with respect to raising our human consciousness.. so there you see it, my purpose is to work for the collective! Specially our collective liberation :)

Monday, December 6, 2021

What Am I Going Through?

Any time that we ask that question to ourselves, it’s really a question of Self – we’re essentially asking what/who am I in any given particular moment. How are we going to react, respond, think, feel, act, be, show up? We toggle back and forth between I Am and am I? I Am – the Masculine. Am I – the Feminine. I Am – project Self outward into the realm of experience (light, a specific piece of information [ex. A word, sentence, paragraph, essay, book…], expansion, manifestation, time, particles). Am I – collapsing of Self into One, the potential, infinite and all (literally ALL @ the same time) possibilities (void/darkness, all information [ex. all of the letters, words, sentences, paragraphs, essays, books…] vacuum, femifestation, space, waves).

Am I experiencing Love?

I Am Love.

Am I experiencing fear?

I Am Fear.

Am I experiencing desire?

I Am Desire.

Am I experiencing change?

I Am Change.

Am I experiencing divinity?

I Am Devine.

Am I?

I Am.

Thursday, September 24, 2020

Kaycie and the Starseeds

Kaycie is a beautiful Queen Goddess who was incarnated into an Earth body in the solar year of 1985. She came to this planet a Starseed to engage in deep intergenerational trauma release and healing work. She volunteered out of love, knowing it would be challenging but from the perspective of an Angel, a Light Body being from a spiritually centered community. Many know them by the name of Sirian (in another dimension). What Kaycie didn’t know, because she hadn’t made the decision to volunteer from the body and mind of a human, was that, from a human perspective, the challenge would be much more of a challenge from within the human body. From the Light Body perspective, the challenge was…light. From the Earth body perspective, the challenge was heavy. Furthermore, in order to initiate and realize her gifts and tools that she brought with her, she’d have to go through and engage in – not skip over – unusually traumatic experiences, then acknowledge, recognize and accept her trauma and love it in order for it to transmute through an alchemical process to the very tools and gifts she needs to fulfill her purpose on Earth.

It seemed easy enough to the light body. Simple in the grand scheme of things, that was also true in the human body. The human body experienced an extra dynamic of living in 3D space-time that the light body – who dwells in the 5th dimension and beyond – did not: Time. Time warps reality and creates a more intense experience. Human bodies have to pass thru time and therefore their experiences, especially the heavy ones that move slow, take time, which can exacerbate the intensity of the experience, whether challenging or easy. That said, again, often heavy emotional states come with challenges that seem at times to make time move like molasses. Those are the moments we just want to pass. That’s the key to getting access to our tools tho, by actually moving thru it. Therein lies the rub. To a Light Body, who exists outside of time, its inconceivable the added impact that Time has on the Human Body. It’s no wonder then why Human Bodies seek bliss and timeless moments. Where Time seems to stop and all is present. In this state, challenges and easy tasks alike are much lighter, therefore, even the most perceivably challenging task is not in the least intimidating.

Just proceed with Love and things will be simple, she thought. What she didn’t think about was the level of consciousness at which the Human body in which she incarnated was at (as well as the vast majority of all Human Bodies on Earth during that era) was not yet naturally vibrating at the frequency of unconditional love. If 1100 is the top “score,” (of which no physical sentient beings on Earth vibrate at) most Humans in this era were around 600. Anything above 650 was considered approaching the unconditional love realm. Kaycie was around 625 on a challenging day/month/year and around 700 on an easy day/month/year. The thing is, Kaycie was not the only Starseed who was born unto Earth, there were many others who all came for the same reason. To raise the consciousness of Humanity to prepare it for its next major evolutionary/involutionary leap! It was all very exciting. But to a Light Being, Earth is a paradoxical Heaven and Hell. Heaven because the splendor of Mother Earth is pure Love and Hell because the relational aspect of life on Mother Earth is harsh and violent. Still love tho, which is the beauty of this planet and its lesson to us. Kaycie and the Starseeds were born through Crystal Light Beings, Indigos, Rainbows, etc.

The Starseeds that come to Mother Earth are Super Intelligent biopsychosocialspiritually yet often don’t fit into the mainstream and therefore, sometimes, depending on life circumstances. Which many have challenging upbringings in order to initiate their gifts – it can take them some time to fully release and unlock their gifts. Often, when Starseeds find each other, they fall in love. Many of them are Lovers (in a 5D sense) on their home planet. They’re so excited to reconnect. Then they soon realize that in their Earth Bodies relationships are not as easy as they are in their Light Bodies. For, their Earth Bodies carry Earthbound intergenerational karma and trauma that, in order to fully love unconditionally, needs to be worked out and realized through the Earth Body. So at first, these twin Flames get so excited and fall deeply in love. But they didn’t come here just to fall in love, necessarily, not in the standard narrative 3d way. No, they came to bring up the vibration of human consciousness to the vibration of Unconditional Love. Which, again, can only be done through the Earth Body and the relationships that the Earth body experiences – which usually take Time. Again, a real challenge for the Light Body Consciousness, who is not used to being constrained by time. Now, not every Light Being who comes to Mother Earth is the same, in face, they’re all different and have different gifts and abilities, just like everyone. Some Light Beings are not as bound by Time, while others may be more sensitive to energy, and others more sensitive to intuition and so on. Kaycie had incredible gifts, by age 35 they were only partially unlocked, but she’d been dabbling with them since she could remember. Not only physical talents but heart-based ones largely around the theme of Universal Love (and acceptance). The catch? In order to fully realize her strengths, she had to experience constriction of love. Her experience of trauma that would need to be healed in order to unlock her innate gift was that of abandonment, judgement, exclusiveness, rejection, not being (feeling) wanted and truly loved.

When Startseeds/Twin Flames fall in love, they fall hard. Like a magnet is pulling them together. If they ignore it, the dissonance and anxiety that forms will likely throw them off course. It’s ok. This is part of the path. We are at an extremely challenging time in our Human Evolution where Starseeds are coming in by the numbers to find each other (during the same incarnation) to support each other to work through some of our most challenging lessons. Lessons that would likely be avoided were it not for the strong connection of otherworldly love – a force so strong it cannot be avoided (again, without palpable consequences). Because the lessons are so challenging, and the Starseeds are in Human bodies, they often don’t stay together smoothly. But instead end up splitting to continue on their own journey of healing, with the fuel of the Love shared as the inspiration to engage intentionally in the healing of Self. If the Starseeds are able to do this, they will reunite and continue, together, on the journey to raise human consciousness. Now even more powerful, as, eventually, all human minds will be consciously entwined, entangled like that of the Twin Flames’. That’s just the first step. We really are in the initial phases of this Human Metamorphosis.

Kaycie's journey is still in progress. She sees her gifts and after avoiding the discipline of practice for so long, she’s finally got the kick in the ass she needed by a couple of Twin Flame Experiences of her own, to be active and intentional in her next stage of development. For now, she has reached the stage of her apprenticeship where she will be asked to access her gifts and tools intentionally and she is preparing for another initiation into her Queendom.

 


Monday, November 26, 2018

Negative Space, the Feminine Place: Within the Darkness there is Light. The brightest light is dark. In the darkness, where lives the light...FEMIFESTATION

Food for thought: We never actually see anything, right, therefore what is reality, blah blah, blah, but that is not the point of this one. Like a camera and it's negatives, when it comes to ourselves, maybe we literally project out something (our personality? our physical being?) based off of the negative space of the information we receive in order to fill in the gaps so that our preferred reality makes sense. Therefore, what we project isn't actually the thing we experience, instead, we are perceiving the experience based on past information. So in other words, the only truth is the negative aspect of ourselves, where infinite knowledge lives, then we decipher based on a collection of other information what matters and project that outward as reality. In other words, we determine what is relevant information (+) based on that which is absent (-) ... And now think about negative/feminine and positive/masculine energy... Yet again, the potential for the negative space is infinite, whereas our interpretation becomes limited (in a unidimensional reality i.e. one single coherent alert moment) (also noting the appearance of the trinity: particle/wave/observer with respect to "an interpretation of the negative space") to the one interpretation of the experience that we, individually and collectively, define as/agree is real, the reality. Not to mention, as above so below, within the darkness of the womb (which itself is made of light) a light body is nourished to life. The holofractal universe at your service.

Thursday, July 12, 2018

Welcome to the C.W.


Whiteness is like a club that most of us – if not all of us – in the west are indoctrinated into at birth. We get a number. That is the mark of indoctrination. We do not get a choice. The thing with this club, is that there is a class system of hierarchy. The classes intersect, but in a peculiarly specific manner; as if meticulously designed and not at all random. In this club, the most notable advantages are given to those wearing light skin. Those with light skin are given a privilege, but only if they ascribe to the cultural norms of the club. Club Whiteness, we’ll call it. The C.W. This privilege allows those with light skin to be seen as objective, an illusion made real. However, if they dare step into solidarity with those who do not have light skin, they are tarnished by definition to those with light skin, called names that, in their classist epistemological viewpoint, demean them to the  level at which they've defined those without light skin, the self-ascribed status of inferior.

Your Spiritual Evolution

By the end of your spiritual existence you will hav experienced every SINGLE perspective of [All] [God] [what do we call this thing-being?] FULLY --> just as you are experiencing YOURSELF RIGHT NOW and ALL of your contextual complexity 💛💚💙💜

Thursday, May 17, 2018

Kaycie Ana's Diaspora

Kaycie Ana's life study is the evolution of (human) consciousness and iset life journey is to raise (human) consciousness. As such, history fascinates iset and does not feel to distant. Iset grew up in Seattle, WA and spent her childhood on stage dancing, singing, and acting; as well as playing musical instruments and basketball. Iset also loved physics and astronomy, as well as working with youth. Iset entered her undergraduate career believing she would double major in astrononmy and theater, but the "system" got the best of her at that time, and she was pushed out of those departments due to othering. Not to worry, this was all part of iset path, iset next focus was youth. Kaycie Ana has enjoyed working with youth for the majority of her professional career (to date), and iset has gained so much from working with the youth on this planet. Currently, iset teaches tap dance in Portland, runs a statewide youth mentorship program in Oregon; and facilitates racial justice//educational equity intercultural competence/communication workshops/trainings on a contractual basis. Iset loves to dance, esp. salsa, tap, and Hip Hop freestyle and engages in these art forms on the reg. Kaycie Ana is creating a life in which she lives integrally, in that the personal, professional, individual, collective, biopsychosocialspiritual aspects of her life are all intertwined and in balance. Iset strives to impact those around her in ways that inspire self-reflection, self-empowerment and self-actualization. Iset goal is to develop this practices . into a tangible space where folks will feel welcome and inspired to share their stories, tech and learn with and from each other, comfort each other in solidarity of our journey of living, a place of healing and belonging. Kaycie Ana is a cat mama, community member, daughter, sister, friend, partner; and iset is simply bad-ass.

www.ladyscumbag.com/diaspora

Saturday, January 6, 2018

twenty eighteen = eleven

The following was originally posted on Facebook and reposted here, as is: 

FB feels like the proper forum for such announcements (disclamer, I feel a long autobiographical stream of consciousness statement about to happen, so expect poor grammar *wink*): As some of you are aware, the past few years in Portland have been both difficult and transformative for me. Somewhat like a microcosm of my entire life before pdx. As a young girl, I was so vibrant, I "laughed too much" my peers would say - and I had no problem looking at them like they were the weird ones. Then something changed and I became so self-conscious that I began to doubt my own self worth without even recognizing it. I became paranoid with an incredible lack of self worth. I needed a community, so I did what I thought I had to do to obtain one, minimize myself (subconsciously of course). I became somewhat aware of this as an early teen when someone told me point blank that I was a follower and decided in that moment to embark on a trek to change that, right before going into a school system that was extremely toxic for me. So as you might imagine, it was a relatively slow trek. I'd no idea why I was treated the way I was, but I started to get an inkling because of the way I was treated in high school by mainly my IB peers and certain actions/comments made about my intelligence including why I was accepted to Pomona College. I was determined to prove them wrong and prove my intelligence. I tried to ignore that BS as I moved onto college, but ignoring it only meant more internalization, really. Nonetheless, by my senior year, I'd finally been accepted by a group of my peers for just being myself. I'd never felt that way before, not even by my own family whom I'd considered my everything as a child. So I finally got a taste of what it meant to be a part of a community of folks who  actually wanted me to be a part of their community. It was a transformative experience for my self-esteem. It wasn't until I was 28 that a good friend of mine defined my whole childhood and adolescence for me: internalized oppression. Everything clicked. Yep, definitely. But you see, I still didn't really subjectify my experience, I wasn't ready yet, apparently. I had objectified my entire life in order to understand it, like watching a movie, although it happened to me, it didn't happen in me. I went on to finish my MA degree. By this time in my life, I was so bent on understanding the human condition, specifically the evolution of human consciousness, that I spent nearly all of my free time during my 20s investigating and researching this subject. My spirituality grew and I was finally content as a human being. It became easier for me to live on this planet because it was easier for me to leave it and sort of float above it, so to speak. Unfortunately, this made it even easier for me to objectify, aka. not subjectify, my own life experience in my physical body. So when I was made aware of my internalized oppression and how it was invisibly dictating my life, I decided that it was time to ground myself. However, I was distracted from it for another couple years while I was focusing on my MA degree and travelling. Then I got back to Portland and had to, yet again, enter the "real world". I started with a typical roommate situation and job at the City...super normal. Then, this job listing came up: Educational Equity Program Manager...hmmmm.....right up my ally....that was 2.5 years ago and I can say with honesty that it is not without it's trials and tribulations, but also that it is the best job that I've ever had. It woke me up. It grounded me in my own body and in this body's history. And I was finally able to subjectify my experience. And it was incredibly difficult and painful. I believe I may have scared off much of my community in the process, which added another layer of pain to my process. Realizing that I'd actually never in my life really been part of a community of people who I could speak freely to about my experience, whose experience I could actually relate to at a subjective level. And that never in my life had I given myself the grace to understand my own positionality in this world and how that can impact my journey through life, especially if I am unaware or ignorant of it and not grounded. Also, there is always an element of the unknown as well in that I cannot know for sure what someone else is thinking of me, or why I'm consistently stared at by strangers whether locally or globally. And because I let my internalized oppression run rampant, I consistently concluded the same reasons for this occurrence. But I have written all of this, publicly, to say that I am ready to let go of that need-to-know-why. I don't need to know, actually, at all. That is for those folks to know and figure out, not me. That's not to say that I'm done with my process and that I will never internalize again, for it is such an unconscious pattern of mine, that I am sure I have more work to do, and that is mine, I own it. And I will continue to be vulnerable and have humility in this process, and, when necessary, make known my insecurities. And I have many insecurities, especially where my relationships are concerned. That is all that I have ever wanted in this life, holistic relationships, community, acceptance, belonging. I have a feeling that is what most of us desire. I have a feeling that if on our death bed, we have accomplished this, then we will die as happy as can be. But I can only speak for myself really and I have a strong sense of knowing that is the case for me. Through this process,  especially more recently, I have ostracized myself and I have ostracized others and that is the antithesis of my overall goal in life, which is that everyone feels accepted and a deep sense of belonging in my presence, including myself of course. I am incredibly grateful to  e v e r y o n e  who has aided me in this journey, if you know me at all (so anyone reading this), you are one of those people. And I am grateful for you in my life, regardless of the nature of our encounter, whether stranger, acquaintance, friend, family or foe, you have been an important part of my life and will continue to be. You may not realize it, but you've been instructive in my coming to this point in my life, to this realization, to this liberation. I dedicate my spiritual growth to you, for these lessons will last long after this lifetime. I love you, every one of you. I am going to be more "selfish" moving forward, so that I can be more "selfless" (or rather, self-full) in my relationships with myself, with you all, and with everyone else. Authentic, I believe is the buzzword being used currently ;) I've never been a very popular person, maybe just in my eyes, nonetheless, I understand why, because I've rarely been authentic, they are always the popular ones, if you think about it, effortlessly so it would seem. Granted, it's not necessarily my desire to be "popular" - but indeed, it's only when I've been more authentic do I develop more meaningful and close relationships. My current partnership is a perfect case in point. And that is why it is helpful to know and understand my own experience, my own positionality in this world, my own context; of course in relation to the global social context as well as the universal context. And it's worth it to say, that I love myself as well. For getting through this, for doing the work, for facing myself and letting it bare, even though it is painful, it is equally liberating. So we are in an eleven year (2+0+1+8 = 11), the number of spiritual growth, awakening and ascendence. And I am ready for it. Happy New Year, may your 2018 be filled with an appropriate amount of challenge/growth that suit your needs/desires/dreams, and of course, all the love <3

Wednesday, May 31, 2017

What if the thing being we call God is Love?

What if the thing being we call God is Love?
What if the organizing being, power, principle, consciousness of the universe  this universe, is love?
What if the word “love” has such a social sentimental stigma that it’s not viewed in it’s equally true, scientific sentiments?
Do we need a new shiny, big, complex, scientific sounding word for love?
Would it make a difference?
Think about it really tho…
Not from a religious/spiritual “God is Love” perspective,
But from a scientific/mathematical God = Love perspective.
True is True = True, true?
Then should be True from both extremes,
From all angles.
Love can be measured by medical technology as brainwaves.
That the more “love” one feels, the higher the frequency of the brainwave.
Ok.
Further research shows when frequency of sound is raised, vibrations going through salt and/or water –
A.k.a. our terrestrial bodies –
The geometric shapes produced grow more complex.
What’s next?
Further studies show when higher frequency wave of light hit the body’s DNA, more codons are “unlocked” – so to speak.
Well how neat.
If a thing being vibrates and a high love frequency, it’s productions (thoughts, creativity, intelligence) are more complex;
Therefore, more highly evolved.
Therefore, it stands to reason most highly evolved thing being would be pure love consciousness.
This makes sense cognitively as well…
Think about it:
What other thing being could or would love so much as to let itself experiment with self-destruction?
Stray from perfection?
Rip itself apart?
Give so much love so as to allow for the free will
To hate and to kill?
Why is there fear?
The organizing energy in this universe must be love
Otherwise nothing would exist.
So simple,
Yet,
Still so complex.
God is Love
God = Love
Hello, I’m God, my name is Love.


Thursday, November 3, 2016

Daddy Issues

My friend suggested that perhaps we humans are all suffering from daddy issues...we know who are mother is (thank you Pachamama), but not who are farther is, we argue over who He is, what form He takes on, where He went, if He's coming back. Good point, I think. But He's there, we just need to recognize, acknowledge and accept Him for who He is. Let Mother Earth nurture us, it is Her Devine Will, let Her imbue us with the intuitive knowledge of the One, the collective. Let Her support us is our evolutionary growth, biopsychosocialspiritually. But She cannot be present for us if we are constantly neglecting and abusing Her, and She will rid of us if we continue to do so, as Her energy must be spent on self reparation. For She cannot be the nurturer without first nurturing Her Self, it is of Her Self and through Her Self that she is able to do so in the first place, if She is destroyed, She will be unable to be our Mother at all...I call it the airplane rule. Nonetheless, She is so gracious that She will let us destroy this aspect of Her body if we can't help ourselves from learning the lessons that would follow. For She is not contained solely within Her body, just like ours, it is but a vehicle. And Farther Sun, as He is widely known, He may seem more distant, but His light reigns down and dawns us with life giving energy, the force, the power to animate, to express our beings, to be self aware, to love. Let Him nourish us, let Him fill us with His wisdom and His material knowledge of all time and space, of the individual, let Him give us the tools to be, to exist, it is His Devine Will. Let Him inspire thought and creation and action. He is there for us to receive in whatever form we wish, whatever form is helpful for us individually - perhaps that is why so many religions have been created to try to find him, because there are many ways to do so, there are many ways to express and to accept and to love and to live, and to be. Let our Mother and Father be there for us, as They always have been, to aid all life They created in and of Themselves throughout existence on their individual and collective journey towards greater awareness and more complex and intricate expressions of consciousness -towards the full recognition of the paradox of love.

Thursday, April 2, 2015

Choose Your Vibration

After going back and forth with the idea of free will, I am content with the acceptance that it too, as everything else, is a paradox. That said, I have remembered that when one is aware of their current state of consciousness, they can actually use their will, freely and without inclination by the outside world but rather as an inner spark of inspiration from the Self, the I AM, to shift our perspective which has a direct effect on our emotion, mood or mental state. This has been scientifically proven to have an affect on our chemistry and biology and therefore physics; which makes sense considering the double slit experiment that tells us when the observer is present (in the literal and figurative sense) the outcome changes. And the vibration that one emits can be measured and has shown to increase in frequency when an individual chooses to perceive their environment as safe, secure and life perpetuating, thus demonstrating a physical effect of mental processes. In this sense, it is free will that is being used, because if we were to simply react based off of the conditions of our environment, without awareness of our environment and our reaction within it, then we would not be acting of our own free will, theoretically, but instead of the will of entropy. (Which one could also is also free will, but not in the way it is most commonly defined.) Think about it, there are endless possibilities at ever infinitely small moment and there are countless triggers to those opportunities, and when we are aware, we become aware of those opportunities, and we act within our free will to choose which opportunity to take part in. When we are not aware of our current state of consciousness, then we just kind of ride along, reacting instead of responding. So, in this sense, one could argue – which, perhaps I do – that one can only use their free will if they are aware of their current state of consciousness, and even then, it’s a fractal, and with at each degree of being, of evolution there is a need to reevaluate what freedom really means, and reconnect with new meanings, and what we make of them…

“To change your mood or mental state, change your vibrations.” ~ The Kybalion


“One may change his mental vibrations by an effort of will in the direction of deliberately fixing the attention upon a more desirable state. Will directs the attention, and attention changes the vibration. Cultivate the art of attention by means of the will and you have solved the secret of the mastery of moods and mental states. To destroy an undesirable right of mental vibration, put into operation the principle of polarity, and concentrate upon the opposite pole to that which you desire to suppress. Kill out the undesirable by changing its polarity. ” ~The Kybalion




Thursday, November 13, 2014

What is a GMO?






Back up on my soap box...For those of you who may be slightly confused as to why GMOs have been getting so much hype. Honestly, I take the political stance and choose not to refer to them as GMOs, I call them GEOs, genetically engineered organisms. The truth is, genetic modification is a natural, evolutionary process that occurs with cross-pollination and adaptability of nature to new environments over time. However, genetic engineering occurs in a lab, human controlled, and involves the splicing of organisms that would most likely not occur through the the natural process of genetic modification, and especially not in such a short time span. 

Furthermore, I giant misnomer of GEOs is tha tthey are put in food to help creat more for human health and poverty reasons...FALSE!!! if this is done, it is certainly NOT the main reason. The main reason for GEOs??? You already know...$$$$$$$$$$$$$PROFIT$$$$$$$$$$$$$. GEOs allow agribusinesses to create foods that either pair with a specific chemical herbicide (conveniently made by the same company that does the slicing....Monsanto/RoundUp) on a bio-chemical level so that they can produce more (usually waaaay too much), or contain a pesticide that bursts the cells of the gut of insects when they eat the plant...and this is all done in hopes of selling more. Not to mention that the five cash crops, which are ALL genetically engineered (corn, wheat, rice, soy, cotton) are heavily subsidized by the U.S. government, meaning that companies actually get paid to make it, not just sell it, so their profit is through the roof; and in the meantime there are silos upon silos filled to the brim with unused product.

Scientists say that genetically engineered  pesticide food only ruptures the cells of small insects. These are accredited scientists right? Because even I know that there is no real difference between the cells that make up a human body and the cells that make up an insect body. They all act the same, they are all cells. Children are coming into the doctor's office with a syndrome called "leaky gut." It is a condition where food is escaping their stomachs because there are holes, actual holes, in the stomach lining and food is going through these holes into the bloodstream...whole  pieces of food!!!! The body thinks that something is attacking it and develops an allergy to protect itself so that its patron will not eat that food again.. Now kids are devleoping allergies to EVERY FOOD GROUP! Helloo??!! This makes NO sense. We've been eating this food for our ENTIRE human history, why would the body suddenly think our food is attacking it?

Sorry to break it to ya guys, but genetic engineering is not performed for better health benefits and/or to alleviate poverty an hunger. Those are not the true goals, if anything, they are secondary. In a capitalist, neoliberal society, profit is the goal, plain and simple.

I know I am very passionate about this subject, it makes me extremely emotional when I see giant corporations use their power and money to feed the public with misinformation so that they will be more profitable, its crazy, literally crazy; and they are hurting themselves as well. Those of you who were scared off from saying 'yes on I-92' because the entities who wanted you to vote 'no' - major food corporations and agribusinesses such as Monsanto, Kraft, etc. - told you that the food prices would rise...the thing is, the hidden costs from being misinformed and continuing to eat GEOs will be much much higher in the long run. As your health and well-being are affected, the medical bills will only increase.

...look below the surface...consciously connect the dots...


Tuesday, November 11, 2014

Help Us End Ignorance!



Hey...so I'm getting up on my soap box for a moment...I took this picture today at Safeway...look at the sponsor brands...these brands view food as a commodity, to be sold for profit as a good and service, not as a basic human need...out is a privilege, they will say, that or food is grown for is and conveniently put in the store to buy....and there is definitely truth in that, but the food system is all fucked up guys, we can no longer save and plant our own seed then sell the crop , we have to register the seeds and prices are so ridiculous only mega companies can afford it, making food selection and choice if production, especially in our integrated social system actually quite small (its not like we're all living in small villages with a barter system, even if you live in a rural area of the US, you are still intrinsically connected to the rest if the nation and world, especially politically and economically) ...the irony is that these companies make a shit ton of profit on selling these food products (its one of the most profitable/lucrative/powerful businesses out there - agribusiness and food manufacturing...everyone needs to eat!) and they produce some of the cheapest food you can buy. Not to mention that people who are eating this food on the regular have been conditioned into thinking it's good for them and most likely do not buy organic foods that are also more expensive (this is not meant to be offensive, if you have an emotional response, look into it, thoroughly). So basically, these companies are telling the least informed and least economically viable food consumers to spend more of their hard earned money on cheep food products (that food corps will make a giant profit off of) and give it away for free to people who have no food or money. I understand that some food is better than no food, and I'm all about charitable acts, but why aren't these incredibly profitable corporations just giving away their cheap food themselves? ..The question is rhetorical, we all know why, $$$$$$...to the corporation it is more important that feeding starving people (the corporation= legal person, not necessarily the people working for the corporation, as confusing as that is)....so why not sponsor an activity that will encourage people to buy their food and then give it away...genius! ........ look below the surface, consciously connect the dots... by the way.. these are the entities that poured money into "no on I-92" in Oregon in November, 2014.

Sunday, January 5, 2014

Synchronicity

What is the difference between synchronicity and coincidence? Simply put, the former is a conscious recognition of the coming together of events that allow us to become aware of our life path and journey, while the latter is an absence of that same conscious recognition. Through the conscious recognition of synchronicity, we can reflect and recognize the natural lessons that life gives us, that which we miss out of if and when we choose to simply categorize such occurrences as coincidence. In this regard, synchronicities are empowering, while coincidences are disempowering. That is not to say that the former is good or right while the latter is bad or wrong (or vise versa), for there is no judgement in the process, it simply is what we make it to be.

I have arrived in Cumbaya, Ecuador, where I will be staying for the next two months. I live in a house that has an incredible loving energy, with a family who has manifested that energy. I just had a discussion with the mother who has been drawn to natural medicines, ancient cultures and the knowledge that they hold, who recognizes the interconnection of all things and who acknowledges that in order to thrive, balance is fundamental. We have been attracted to each other, not just her and I, but the family and all those who stay at their house. The law of attraction is the MO of synchronicities, it is a conscious path. This is no coincidence in my mind.

There is a reason that 3 is a divine number. For, it is the first geometric shape that strikes a balance between two polar opposites. If you consider the two extremes of infinity - the middle point - the third point, is always where the balance is held. Our body can thus be seen as a physical manifestation of the balance we create between those two polar infinities, the infinitely big and the infinitely small. The former of which is that which expands outside of our bodies, while the later of which is that which contracts within our bodies. It is this interplay between the two polar infinities that creates all of life as we know it. This is what the ancient symbol of the tetrahedron (in its 2D simplistic form) represents, this is why it is one of the most important symbols for cultures all over this Earth, this is why it has been perpetuated throughout time and continues to be so. Simply put, it is the structure upon which all life as we know it is built or manifested.

It is only more sychronistic that the word synchronicity not only refers to the occurrences mentioned above, but also to harmonic sound, or that which is in sync. It is when our life is in sync, in harmony, in balance, that we are at our happiest, healthiest and most euphoric state of being.

Our vibration matters. There are instruments that have documented the vibration that is created by someone who lives is a stressed, fear state as opposed to someone who lives in a peaceful, love state. Those instruments have shown that the vibration, or rather wavelength, of fear is long, while on the other hand the wavelength of love is short. Therefore, if we consider that the fear vibration that moves through our bodies and literally hits points on our DNA, it would in effect unlock significantly less codons than would a love vibration which would, in turn, hit more points on our DNA and thus unlock significantly more codons. I wonder what sort of human would thus be created if one were to vibrate at such a high love vibration, that of unconditional love, and unlock all 64 codons of our DNA? Why not find out? We know simply from feeling in love how empowered it makes us, while on the contrary, when we feel fearful how disempowered it makes us. Consider then the amount of power we have within us, and what we are choosing to do with it. Who are we choosing to give it to? Somewhat ironically, by not recognizing it is a choice, we are giving away even more of our power.

What do you think nature will choose? If nature is an evolving entity, do you think she can evolve if she is not in balance? We can simply look at the ecology of life to answer this question. When looked at in this life, it is clear that even as things "die" they give new life, they maintain balance, homeostasis, and allow for nature to continue to thrive. In this respect, even competition is seen as cooperation - an overarching agreement to maintain balance. Therefore, life is filled with sacrifice, but not in the morbid sense; rather in a way that acknowledges that death as we know it is only a perception. It is we humans who decide to give it dichotomous values - good/bad, right/wrong, positive/negative.

WE are conscious beings, at some point we must acknowledge that as life continues to perpetuate itself through the process we call evolution, our consciousness must also evolve. Human consciousness involves choice, being aware of choice, conscious choice. Therefore, we must consciously choose to evolve. In order to do that, we must reclaim, or rather, re-acknowledge our power. This means recognizing the connections, the synchronicities. This means acknowledging the simplicity of life as well as its complexities, and drawing a balance between them as manifested through our physical beings.

Emotions are literally bio-electro-chemical and thus physical interactions that take place within our bodies but are intrinsically connected that that which is happening outside of our physical bodies. Through our preceptors, we choose how to perceive our environment, this stimulates a process that releases chemicals into our bodies that literally determine how we feel. If we believe that we have no control over our perception of the environment, we are giving our power away. After all, it is we who perceive, others do not perceive for us, it is our bodies that have sensors that perceive our environment. So, in order to consciously evolve, we must choose to perceive in a way that releases chemicals in our bodies (endorphins) that make us feel good, in love, at our full potential, empowered. Thus vibrating at a higher, more harmonic frequency and co-creating the heaven in which we all wish to live. In other words, in order to live in sync, in harmony, in love with each other, we need to go through the same evolution that our very own cells have gone through in order to come together and cooperate to create multi-celled organisms that function as one, but at the level of human consciousness - as human beings in a body, a multi-celled organism, called humanity.

Thursday, March 14, 2013

Educate Yourself in School!


To briefly paint a picture of my pedagogy or educational philosophy, I tend to think of ancient Greeks when contemplating origins and purpose of education. So there was Plato, for example, sitting under a tree, contemplating what he may, looking very interested and pensive. Along comes another person who asks Plato what he is doing. Plato says that he is exploring and discovering knowledge, the passer-by is intrigued and asks Plato to explain. They sit a while, then decide to leave and meet each other the next day, during their free time, for more exploration and discovery – simply because they are interested and curious about the wonders of life and the discoveries yet to be made that are technically already there, just waiting to be noticed.

The root word of school is skolia meaning “free time”.

 The root word of educate is educare meaning “to bring out from within”.

Now with this in mind, let’s educate ourselves in school!