Kaycie is a beautiful Queen Goddess who was incarnated into an Earth body in the solar year of 1985. She came to this planet a Starseed to engage in deep intergenerational trauma release and healing work. She volunteered out of love, knowing it would be challenging but from the perspective of an Angel, a Light Body being from a spiritually centered community. Many know them by the name of Sirian (in another dimension). What Kaycie didn’t know, because she hadn’t made the decision to volunteer from the body and mind of a human, was that, from a human perspective, the challenge would be much more of a challenge from within the human body. From the Light Body perspective, the challenge was…light. From the Earth body perspective, the challenge was heavy. Furthermore, in order to initiate and realize her gifts and tools that she brought with her, she’d have to go through and engage in – not skip over – unusually traumatic experiences, then acknowledge, recognize and accept her trauma and love it in order for it to transmute through an alchemical process to the very tools and gifts she needs to fulfill her purpose on Earth.
It seemed easy enough to the light body. Simple in the grand scheme of things, that was also true in the human body. The human body experienced an extra dynamic of living in 3D space-time that the light body – who dwells in the 5th dimension and beyond – did not: Time. Time warps reality and creates a more intense experience. Human bodies have to pass thru time and therefore their experiences, especially the heavy ones that move slow, take time, which can exacerbate the intensity of the experience, whether challenging or easy. That said, again, often heavy emotional states come with challenges that seem at times to make time move like molasses. Those are the moments we just want to pass. That’s the key to getting access to our tools tho, by actually moving thru it. Therein lies the rub. To a Light Body, who exists outside of time, its inconceivable the added impact that Time has on the Human Body. It’s no wonder then why Human Bodies seek bliss and timeless moments. Where Time seems to stop and all is present. In this state, challenges and easy tasks alike are much lighter, therefore, even the most perceivably challenging task is not in the least intimidating.
Just proceed with Love and things will be simple, she thought. What she didn’t think about was the level of consciousness at which the Human body in which she incarnated was at (as well as the vast majority of all Human Bodies on Earth during that era) was not yet naturally vibrating at the frequency of unconditional love. If 1100 is the top “score,” (of which no physical sentient beings on Earth vibrate at) most Humans in this era were around 600. Anything above 650 was considered approaching the unconditional love realm. Kaycie was around 625 on a challenging day/month/year and around 700 on an easy day/month/year. The thing is, Kaycie was not the only Starseed who was born unto Earth, there were many others who all came for the same reason. To raise the consciousness of Humanity to prepare it for its next major evolutionary/involutionary leap! It was all very exciting. But to a Light Being, Earth is a paradoxical Heaven and Hell. Heaven because the splendor of Mother Earth is pure Love and Hell because the relational aspect of life on Mother Earth is harsh and violent. Still love tho, which is the beauty of this planet and its lesson to us. Kaycie and the Starseeds were born through Crystal Light Beings, Indigos, Rainbows, etc.
The Starseeds that come to Mother Earth are Super Intelligent biopsychosocialspiritually yet often don’t fit into the mainstream and therefore, sometimes, depending on life circumstances. Which many have challenging upbringings in order to initiate their gifts – it can take them some time to fully release and unlock their gifts. Often, when Starseeds find each other, they fall in love. Many of them are Lovers (in a 5D sense) on their home planet. They’re so excited to reconnect. Then they soon realize that in their Earth Bodies relationships are not as easy as they are in their Light Bodies. For, their Earth Bodies carry Earthbound intergenerational karma and trauma that, in order to fully love unconditionally, needs to be worked out and realized through the Earth Body. So at first, these twin Flames get so excited and fall deeply in love. But they didn’t come here just to fall in love, necessarily, not in the standard narrative 3d way. No, they came to bring up the vibration of human consciousness to the vibration of Unconditional Love. Which, again, can only be done through the Earth Body and the relationships that the Earth body experiences – which usually take Time. Again, a real challenge for the Light Body Consciousness, who is not used to being constrained by time. Now, not every Light Being who comes to Mother Earth is the same, in face, they’re all different and have different gifts and abilities, just like everyone. Some Light Beings are not as bound by Time, while others may be more sensitive to energy, and others more sensitive to intuition and so on. Kaycie had incredible gifts, by age 35 they were only partially unlocked, but she’d been dabbling with them since she could remember. Not only physical talents but heart-based ones largely around the theme of Universal Love (and acceptance). The catch? In order to fully realize her strengths, she had to experience constriction of love. Her experience of trauma that would need to be healed in order to unlock her innate gift was that of abandonment, judgement, exclusiveness, rejection, not being (feeling) wanted and truly loved.
When Startseeds/Twin Flames fall in love, they fall hard. Like a magnet is pulling them together. If they ignore it, the dissonance and anxiety that forms will likely throw them off course. It’s ok. This is part of the path. We are at an extremely challenging time in our Human Evolution where Starseeds are coming in by the numbers to find each other (during the same incarnation) to support each other to work through some of our most challenging lessons. Lessons that would likely be avoided were it not for the strong connection of otherworldly love – a force so strong it cannot be avoided (again, without palpable consequences). Because the lessons are so challenging, and the Starseeds are in Human bodies, they often don’t stay together smoothly. But instead end up splitting to continue on their own journey of healing, with the fuel of the Love shared as the inspiration to engage intentionally in the healing of Self. If the Starseeds are able to do this, they will reunite and continue, together, on the journey to raise human consciousness. Now even more powerful, as, eventually, all human minds will be consciously entwined, entangled like that of the Twin Flames’. That’s just the first step. We really are in the initial phases of this Human Metamorphosis.
Kaycie's journey is still in progress. She sees her gifts and after avoiding the discipline of practice for so long, she’s finally got the kick in the ass she needed by a couple of Twin Flame Experiences of her own, to be active and intentional in her next stage of development. For now, she has reached the stage of her apprenticeship where she will be asked to access her gifts and tools intentionally and she is preparing for another initiation into her Queendom.
